My mom is still in the nursing home. She is doing well for now, but Hospice has been called in to evaluate her. Hospice says she is doing better, but you can't stave off the inevitable. She still suffers physical side effects from her heart attack and because of her age and the congenital heart failure. I've been told these symptoms will only get worse as time goes by. I can do nothing but wait. In the meantime I visit her, show her pictures of things on my phone, talk about the old days when we were all here living in this house as a family. Now it's just me.
I have started to take care of her blog again. I'm currently attempting to replace some of the images and photos that disappeared and uploading them to my new hosting server. It's not much, but this blog was something she loved and I want to keep it maintained. At least for now anyway. I feel so useless and out of sorts these days. Doing this gives me some small measure of sanity and purpose, even if it isn't that much.